Tuesday, April 16, 2024

Bear goes East: We have always been modern - Decolonization story for Chapter 2

 Bear goes East - We have always been modern[1]

Sometimes the Grandmothers send us to journey. Maybe for meditation. Maybe with message. Maybe with mission. Since we were now stained with the unknown symbols – the Grandmothers sent us to gain the knowledge of the markings. They instructed us to go towards the rising sun until we found answers. So every day we journeyed.  Oh, the stories we could tell of those times…. those we met, folks who fed us, those we who encouraged us, who waved us off as we headed further East. We learned many things in those days, but not the knowledge of the symbols, so we continues east until we ran out of land.

Ever spent time with a sea-sick bear? Imagine it for a moment… So unsurprisingly we made few friends during those days.  Weak and missing home, we were ready to give up the journey until a kindly Doctor of medicines visited furside. As he showed us the medicines he had to calm our stomach, we noticed the container had the same kind of symbols that stained our fur. So we came to understand that these were the symbols of great medicine!

In the following days, renewed to the mission and in health we asked the Doctor if he could teach us the magic of these symbols. The Doctor said there was no need for a bear to read and write. He told us that it wasn’t natural and that there wasn’t even any need, as we were a child of the “Great Mother”.  He told us that this Great Mother would ensure our safety. But the Doctor was eventually persuaded to share some magics after he found us learning letters and playing number games with the sailors who had been very glad to share knowledges for tobacco.

After crossing the big waters we arrived at “civilization” where all the great thoughts, beautiful things and best ways were kept. My companions were very proud to show off all their plunder and their ways. As the Grandmothers taught, we listened, we watched and we learned. They declared, even as I explained this was not truth, that we were surely a prince of our peoples. So they dressed us in silks, showed us off to their best and declared their peoples as great and eternally favored by the gods. The “Great Mother” kept me close in those days and we made a friendship with a teller of stories who played with the symbol letters to create great magics. Folks would come from all around to see these stories performed. I learned that he even had a special house for the telling of his stories, so great was his power.

We prepared carefully for the great gathering in our finest Bear regalia excited to see more of this civilization. But instead of joining the crowds of people on the floor, we were whisked to a high perch over the people. But the people of the floor rightly saw that we were apart and called for us to join them “Bear, Bear” they chanted, even as the play began. They were so loud that our friend eventually invited us to be seated on the stage so the people could watch a Bear watch the story. A chair was set on stage for us and the young man in black returned with his skull to continue his promise of vengeance to his father now passed to the spirit world.

The story is dizzying in color, intrigue and emotion. A true story for the ages. As the telling ends, the young Hamlet, vengeance fulfilled, walks the rainbow bridge as a warrior. His last request, that his story be shared. With the crowd below us, we stand to honor this retelling. Then as the crowd continues to clap and stamp their feet, the story teller himself came out to bow. Then our friend invited us to join him center stage. We were a little scared, but honored too, that a man of such magics over letters acknowledged us. Imagine it for a moment…

During my stay with the Great Mother, we spent much time with man who knew these magics and learned all we could with them. Then one night, we were visited by the Grandmothers in the dream time and we understood that our time across the waters was at an end. As we prepared to retrace our journey – now towards the west, our new friends gifted us with many nice things, papers of magic and of course – medicines for our time on the seas. No more sea sick bears! Our last goodbye was to the great teller of tales. We thought hard about what we could gift this great teacher who showed how those letters could be used to tell the most heart breaking of stories, could be used to make us laugh and how they could help us tell truths that might be hard to hear. As we were brothers through our friendship we gifted him with the spirit name that came to us in the dreamtime. We spoke this name before them in our language and his, “Exit pursued by a bear.” [2] Imagine it for a moment…

And so it was that Data Bear learned the meaning of those symbols on their fur, came to travel across the big waters and became brother with a holder of great story telling magics. Ho!



[1] Inspired by themes in We Have Never Been Modern – Bruno Latour and ``On Savage Shores: How Indigenous Americans Discovered Europe`` Caroline Dodds Pennock.

Thursday, March 28, 2024

Mathematics of hope

Circle of care
Circle of bear
Mathematics of hope
When we gonna take that teaching?

Let’s struggle together
No pass/fail
Learnt as try
Another day eaten
Another hope
Closer to hand

Pehiw W2022

Trust the moment

Gotta trust the moment
Let go
The end of that
Somehow
Became
The start of this

Accountants gasp
Hard to double book
When time
Reverted to real

Lines
Remade as toys for tots
Not as a means of control

It is ok to weave
“I don’t know”
Into tomorrow
Think what joy
You might give home to?

Pehiw W2022


Thunder sunk in deep

Even as the anger
Took its turn
To run through feet
Into earth
Into all
I saw you live that TRUTH
You held a space
Even as I wander unmade

Who is this person?
The angers did not claim me
Our blood spoke quite clear
Ceremony
I unworthy
Carry your work
Bundle to bundle

We stretch wing
We forgot we had
Hold heart
Left for dry
Explore sounds
When there is
Air aplenty
Water the wild places

How?
Culture told the wind

How?
Communities share every star

How?
Medicines

Thunder sunk in deep.
Ho.

Pehiw W2022

Ears alone

Awaken
It is time to
Don our best
To ceremony
INVITE ALL

Leave time

The smallest
Have their place
Be they winged
Makers of lace
Or gatherers of pollen

You are our teachers
Pedigreed
With lessons of untold
Generations
Two legged
Don’t fear silence

Ears
Alone
Can’t help us hear.

Pehiw 2022

Anyone Got a solution?

Anyone
Got a solution
For ancestors
Who join Teams
And crash the calls?

For medicines
That flare so high
You singe your screen?

For all the new challenges
All the firsts?

We dream you forward
We plan for distant futures
As we live out firsts
Seeded
By those who long traversed the rainbow trail

Pehiw 2022

Expertise and forgetting

So I could sit that day
Another Minister
Forced to face the people
The government tried to forget
My appetite
To adorn
To show
White skin aside
We are still here.

So by accident
(not really – creator made is so)
My first born beside me
So strong
To walk up to that stage
Hand in hand with Elder
You one – you carry all
You inherited the future
-for truth and reconciliation –

When it is time
Please tell their stories
The firsts
The harm
The hope
Tell them of those other days
That same hill
Adorned with ribbon skirts
Tell them to bear witness
To hear the Clan Grandmothers
To honour our lost

Above my head
In the very stones
Who oversaw those harms
“speak truth to power.”
Put down your suits
This work might get dirty
Might last deep into night –

Come in jeans and hoodies
Separate no more
Detoxing from the drugs
Of expertise and forgetting.

Pehiw Wandering 2022